its a nice day for a white wedding

6:49PM

WHAT NOW BITCHES???!!!

jeter probably cried himself to sleep last night. aww poor baby. :(

yankees and their fans: sit down. shut up. you dont scare ANYONE anymore. bitches.

we killed you. i hope it hurt. real fucking bad. and dont be like "oh u were just lucky. oh wutever you guys still suck." cuz that just shows that u are cliche and dont have any heart at all and should be shot in the face.

my heart was broken when we lost last year. i do not think i have ever cried that much in my life. you do not have any idea how much this means to me, to US. it made me laugh tho when the marlins kicked u in ur balls. and this year we did the same thing. my life dream is fulfilled.

( i love these boys! )

9:27PM

( my anthem <3 )

3:00PM

if ur not on my friends list could u please de-friend me? especially if u do not comment. thanx. and i wont add u back if u ask. my friends list is as it is. sorry.

11:17PM - i bring the bump to the grind

i am such a dork.

edit: yea so i decided to add text to this.
today in seminar we talked about domestic violence. i got all teary eyed and scared. it just made me sick to my stomach that there are guys out there right now beating their wives, girlfriends, and kids. it scares the shit out of me, even though im not a victim. :( i just dont understand it. i wish every woman was loved by a man the way jon loves me. :\

yea so i have a horrible headache and my stomach is acting all crazy. i feel like shit. i need to go home. i KNOW that thats the reason i am always sick, but my mom just doesnt want to believe me. my body feels like its wasting away, deteriorating. my body is shutting down. if i was home, i would be doing alot better in school, and i would put more effort into my work. everything would just be better. i would have jon right there all the time... my sister... rachel. i'd have my old life back. i love my old life, my life when i was home.

i slept all afternoon. missed bio lab and bio lecture. last week i missed half of my classes. i dont understand why there's a limit on absences in college. as long as u get ur work done and keep ur grades up i dont see why u cant miss as many classes as you want... i hate getting up for 8:00 classes. i just cant get myself to class anymore. i hate it here. i just want to go home.

i havent had a good meal in nearly 3 weeks. i wish i was going home this weekend instead of next... grrr. jon's coming up on friday tho, hopefully. i think rachel might too. i cant wait to see jon. i miss him so much. i just want to fall asleep in his arms. <3

so tonite's game 3. we gotta win this... and tomorrow. !!! im probably gonna fall asleep before its over... or during the game... i feel all yucky.

today was just not a good day. tomorrow isnt lookin too bright either... or the day after that... or the day after that... or teh day after that...

::sigh::

( quizes )

Current mood: drained

Current music: skye sweetnam - falling through

1:07PM

i wanted a new lj so i made one. but now i dont think i really want it anymore cuz i love this lj. maybe ill use both. i dunno. wutever.

im getting sicker and sicker by the minute. my heat is pounding, my nose is all stuffed and i cant stop sneezing. its really annoying.

im really fucking hungry but the dining hall closed at 2. motherfuckers. it should be open all the time so we can just go and eat when we're hungry and not have to sit here and starve waiting for it re-open in 2 hours. idiots. i hate this school!

so jons on his way up here right now. his mom didnt him wake up early enough so hes not bringing the kitten. i think hes a big boy and can wake up on his own but, then again hes a guy. hes gonna kill me for saying that. sorry. ...yea im kinda upset but oh well, wut can ya do. its just that i got so excited and waited all week for this kitten, and now its not here. my mom is going to look in the papers for free kittens tomorrow so hopefully ill have one by next weekend. but if not, im definately getting one the weekend after that becuz im going home. and i really hope that they do inspection this week, before i get the kitten... so we'll be safe from getting caught. x crosses fingers x.

so i got all prettied up today. put my contacs in. put on make-up. pig-tails. jon loves pig-tails. but these arent the ones he likes. he likes the ones that are braided and arent high up. mine are high, kinda like baby spice. but cuter. cuz im meghan. and thats hot. ;)

so the red sox are on tonite. YEA BABY <3

i want to have sex. its been a week. yea... its been WAAAAY too long.

but yea. im sick of writing. im gonna go... try to find something else to preoccupy myself with before jon gets here.

Current mood: bored

11:14AM

fucking kill me now.

Current mood: irritated

2:39PM - katie = <3

we need secrets: ok meghan:
#1 i love you!
#2 check out the new spin magazine (with green day on the cover) cos there's an awesome article on the killers and an even more awesome full-page photo of brandon flowers fdksrjskfslk
#3 have an awesome night
#4 i love you!!

I LOVE KATIE!!!

shes the absolute best!

and i miss her :(

<3

Current mood: sick

5:21PM

i really wish yankee fans would stop trying to cover up their crying with fucking ridiculing remarks. get the fuck over yourself and your cocky team. yea, we know the yankees are good. but, you cannot say that we suck. we've put up with this bullshit for almost 100 years. who the fuck cares if you lose one year? let us have our year *knock on wood*.

oh and i never said we were the champions of the world series. obviously what i meant by that is we are the champions of the ALCS. idiots.

so yea. suck a cock.

10:27AM - WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS

GRAND SLAM, BITCHES!!!

"damn we really suck"

"mmmmm thats grade A, top choice meat"

HAHAHAHAHA

YAAAAY!

WE WON!!!

Johnny Damon embraces his Fiance :) <3

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS...

Current mood: ecstatic

8:40PM - idiot

aceltic15 (9:37:09 PM): i love you
aceltic15 (9:37:09 PM): your soo awesome
aceltic15 (9:38:02 PM): ur my favorite person in the whole world
aceltic15 (9:38:08 PM): don't ever forget me
aceltic15 (9:38:29 PM): i love you with all my heart.. probably more then john
aceltic15 (9:38:40 PM): i swear to god
PinkDiamond1121 (9:39:10 PM): adam shut up
aceltic15 (9:41:28 PM): no i love you
PinkDiamond1121 (9:41:33 PM): shut up adam
aceltic15 (9:41:37 PM): really i love you more then john
PinkDiamond1121 (9:41:38 PM): ur drunk
PinkDiamond1121 (9:41:53 PM): no one loves me more than jon
aceltic15 (9:42:04 PM): john will never love you the way i love you
PinkDiamond1121 (9:48:36 PM): wutever adam

10:32AM

yea so the RED SOX WON LAST NIGHT!!! yay. <3 AROD IS AN ASSHOLE AND SHOULD OVERDOSE...as should Jeter. then the world would be a better place. tonites the night. keep praying guys, cuz we're almost there.

KEEP THE FAITH!!!

if they win or lose, they are my boys and i love them. <3

sooo i have a lab practical on monday for A & P... so not looking forward to that considering i havent memorized all the bones. Jon's gonna help me study this weekend. he's bringing my kitten this weekend too. :) he says its kind of an early christmas gift. me and amanda are gonna name him Aiden, assuming tis a boy becuz thats what Neal thinks. my mom says that i can bring it home so yay! ive always wanted a kitten. ive never had an animal that was all mine. :( so this is like amazing for me. :)

well i gotta go to work (12-2).. fun fun. i get to sit at the computer and get arthritis... yay!

1:25PM

so i asked my mom a few days ago if she could come pick me up so i could go home for the weekend. she told me she had something going on. talked to my sister last night, and turns out that my mother lied to me becuz she just doesnt want to drive an HOUR to come get me. she asked my sister "do u think thats mean?" what a fucking lazy ass bitch. i cant even believe this. actually, i can. all she cares about is herself. no one else.

god, id give anything to go home. to see jon, my sister, my dad, my dog and my sisters bird. thats it.

i feel SO loved right now.

sike.

</3

10:02PM

we won!

hell fucking yea!

kbye.